So far away

"I'm tired of being in love and being all alone 
When you're so far away from me
I'm tired of making out on the telephone
'Cause you're so far away from me
You're so far away from me
You're so far I just can't see 
And I get so tired when I have to explain
When you're so far away from me
See, I've been in the sun and You've been in the rain
And you're so far away from me
You're so far away from me
You're so far I just can't see"
-dire straits

just another day at work

being the youngest at the workplace has its own drawbacks.

birth of a language

In India as a general knowledge question, they frequently ask which is the youngest language or culture. For that matter as I have travelled to so many different states, friends and family frequently ask me if I picked up the language of that state. most of the time I have faintly acquainted myself with language by over-hearing others speak. In my years at NID i also learned first level French. I did all of it cause its kind of exciting to learn a new language. To relate and compare one language to another. At times you even learn a language with comparison to another.  Most importantly the language reflects the people who speak it.(this inference of mine & is debatable) It is like the face of that culture.
Like the design that is made from the arrangement of dominoes cannot be seen till they all fall down, this morning I saw the whole picture of the language I was learning for the last few years(or maybe all my life). - FILM LANGUAGE.
Its evolution has not happened over a particular region but has happened over the soul purpose of communication.(like every other language). I believe  that it overwrites all the other cultures across the globe. irrespective to color, sex, religion etc.
 I was told that if you introduce a camera to a tribe who has never seen photographs it will change its destiny. Imagine what films can do. Why imagine, just take a look at what films have done. its all around us.
i'll tell you about the dominoes that fell this morning which made me see the whole picture  about the film language. (accumulation of all the books i have read so far on film, this is not my original thought) 
Dreyer perceived that the silent film had gone far as it could go,its artistic potentialities were fully explored. By the end of 20s film language was formed. Edison and other scientist had formed the basic element the alphabet. From it Griffith made words, good, strong, simple words,with which he told some stirring tales. Chaplin used those word in a poetic ,funny and a comprehensible way.the German directors to continue the analogy, increase the richness of vocabulary by simply adding adjectives . the Russians like Eisenstien, Pudovkin and Kuleshov were responsible to form to this language. they added syntax and subtler forms of pronunciation. the french avante-garde directors added a few choice swear-words and blasphemies to give the language flavor. Rene clair made beautiful epigrams out of it. Dreyer demonstrated how it could be be used succinctly. and in all this what did the businessmen do just made money out of it?
and i do feel a sense of belonging to this culture. at times i crave to talk to people who can converse to me in film. and i also feel home sick when i'm away from it.(for which my friends call me a workaholic) . Now that know it is a language, as I use it i know it is more than just a language. 

True story

last night i got up thinking that something was sleeping on me.
trying to get used to the new body part that i have just acquired.

back from work






some concepts that i did for studio56. I'll upload more soon, hopefully. 


night sky

"now im sleeping looking at the sky,
looking at the stars.
Trying to connect the dots to see your face which is mine.
hoping it will come down to earth and touch me to sleep."

'Frozen Music'

Sergei Eisenstein says that great architecture is like frozen music. I tried imagining what it would look like. The pieces of architecture I always liked seemed to me as paintings, but I never was able to understand the immense beauty in making it.
In Auroville I saw these structure that were extensions of the earth itself. Unknowingly they creeped out of the ground. All the structures are pieces of art in itself.
Just sitting down there looking around I could here the music of these structures. 
Finally i understood what frozen music sounds like.  better late than never. As for more than i half my life architecture was my destiny.
as a child i grew up being told that i will become an architect since I loved drawing. Never actually imagined myself  as an architect but I told anyone who asked that I will be an architect or painter.

amusement park









its been a while since i have experienced fear. no matter however safe it is to go these ride, but still there is no way of convincing youself that when you are hanging upside down a few hundred above the ground and spinning on some random axis. 

they were not the best rides on the planet but were good enough to remind me that i'm alive. i think i'm going to this more frequently. we did meet with an accident in one of the water rides but alister's attitude and excitement spurred us to go for more. 

they say that your whole life flashes in front of your eyes before you are going to die,in that case i think i saw my whole life a couple of times yesterday. ;)
(3 of the above photos have been taken by Anokhi)


 
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